Ooh, play that sweet violin for me...

I am so horrible at keeping up with this blog. Lately it's been tough to read up on everyone else's, too. I've had a couple busy weeks at my day job. We had a big safety inspection and I had to go through all of the buildings to fix everything the guys "forgot about". It was so stressful, I had three dreams about work. Those dreams are the worst kind, let me tell you. I hope they have ended!!

I've been stressed out at home, too. It really doesn't help to be stressed at work then come home to more stressfulness. I am trying to recuperate but my head still hurts. I'm looking for a 4 wheel drive truck, so I don't have to borrow my dad's anymore...I really dislike new car shopping...they all look the same and remind me of sheep...baahhh.... But a late '60s, early '70s truck would be nice. Finding one that is already fixed up is a battle. Oh yeah and the 4 wheel drive ratio is like 1 in 500 non 4wd's. (If you are wondering, the 4wd is a necessity for me to get to work in the Winter snow.) Here comes the herd of white Silverado's...

I am so busy yet feel so freaking bored. I feel so unfulfilled. I am missing something and this time I can not put my finger on it. Maybe it's craving the open road again. I am going to Lake Tahoe next month...and driving (7 hrs) ...I've never been, so it'll be a new adventure. Oh, but the more I think about it, that's not what I need... I feel another phase of "discovering my inner self" again. Here's to being a future recluse...

I've been running rampant, with the truck thing, whether or not to go back to school, what to take if I go back, catching up on household things, figuring out the time for my business and social life (in which I pretty much don't have a social life anymore, I miss the days of being gone all weekend and going to rock shows and dressing up cute...).

Here I am being a little crybaby, please play that violin for me...

I have a feeling I will be okay and things will figure themselves out. I am just venting...

On a happy note, I had an awesome little photo shoot with Kaela. She was a lot of fun to work with. She totally understood my awkwardness trying to shoot. My first real life model! LOL. I had this idea of shooting in the middle of a newly repaved highway in the mountains... the only bad thing about it was trying to dodge the bikers every few minutes.

This 1950s button down shirt is available here.